blahgger central
i just haven't felt like writing all week, but i feel like i need to make myself type something to stay in the habit. i think my magic disappearing post was kind of discouraging, but i'm pretty blahed out anyway. my cycles are messed up, which is not like me, and i can't bear the thought that after everything with hans i would now suddenly have anything weird going on, so i need to stay numb and not think. i got sushi (cooked and veggie only, just in case of...whatever) on the way home and crawled in bed and have been alternating between crap tv and last week's new yorker and now justin has gotten home and i'm going to zone out completely. only, please let me either be pregnant or just be okay.
posted by laura at 10:31 PM
12 Comments:
I hope you're normal, too. That is, okay. Or pregnant. Pregnant would be good.
But you really should wait until October like some of the rest of us hopefuls. That way, there will be so much positive energy floating around, nothing can go wrong. And you just know we'll all get lucky on our first try, right? Isn't that how people do it? Pick a month and BAM! you're preggers?
But, go ahead, march to your own drum, lead the way. I'll be the geek with the tuba, way in the back.
Seriously, good luck, and keep us updated!
Sorry, I just had to add...
tuba what?
huh huh huh
Well, the tuba gets to dot the Ohio I, right? That's pretty cool.
Numbness is good. I want to be that way all the time and have a meaningless life.
At least it sounds good lately.
Julie said: "And you just know we'll all get lucky on our first try, right? Isn't that how people do it? Pick a month and BAM! you're preggers?"
But that's how *normal* people do it, and clearly we are far from normal... Anyway, kick those negative thoughts to the curb! Or embrace them and wallow old-school with lots of junk food and chick flicks. Do whatever you have to do to get through it and hopefully your cycles will get straightened out ASAP (and if they do, maybe mine will too!).
Well, it's not oreos and soap operas...but it sounds pretty good to me.
Fingers crossed for you.
Here's hoping that you are both ok and preganat, but at the very least ok.
As for picking a month to get pregnant and BAM - yes, I have seen that in action many times. ALL my real life freinds did it this way. Except one. She was devestated when she got knocked up on her SECOND month trying. Boo hoo.
When you say 'zone out', is there a particular zone you will be going to? I might meet you there:)
So when do you test again?
tomorrow morning. i'm trying to wait until then, to be as sure as possible, before i leave for a wedding at which i wish to drink heavily if i'm not pregnant and not drink if i am.
Keeping you in my prayers that everything is alright (and pregnant!!) ((((((hugs))))))
Will be thinking of you and hoping for the best.
Don't leave us hanging, my sweet dear one...
"check yes or no"
The curiosity is killing me!
Hoping for the best, and thinking of you.
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