23 August 2005

dr jekyll and mrs hyde

i alternate between being terrified of going back in the dreaded ultrasound room (site of the Single Worst Moment of My Life) and not caring. i sometimes want to kill, kill, kill a co-worker, and then sometimes it's totally irrelevant what anyone else does. i would love to have twins, and i am also terrified of the added risk. i love justin with all my heart, but i would like to kick him in the nuts. i crave really clean food, but i just ate chocolate "donettes" for breakfast. my mother is the biggest support in the world to me, and i wish she would just not try to say anything supportive. i'm so relieved it's cooled off, and so afraid summer is already over.

i am so happy about the tadpole, and so sad it took hans's death to make this pregnancy possible.

today's pregnancy sign: surging hormones followed by roller-coaster emotions.

5 Comments:

Blogger Le Synge Bleu said...

oh hon, just keep your hands in feet in the car at all times and hang on as best you can.

23 August, 2005 10:50  
Blogger justinian said...

Yeah, really, careful with those flying feet.

23 August, 2005 11:56  
Blogger Julie said...

man, that is one thing i do not miss. sorry.
pssst... hey justin - give laura a nice sponge bath, rub lotion on her feet, and hold her close. but wear a cup. and maybe a helmet.

23 August, 2005 13:25  
Blogger Sweet Coalminer said...

Sounds like you need a good laugh, followed closely by a good cry.

23 August, 2005 14:29  
Blogger Lisa P. said...

Or a good laugh, a good cry, and some more chocolate... that'd be my choice, but then again I'm more Hyde than Jekyll myself these days.

(thanks for your comment, BTW!)

23 August, 2005 17:50  

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