hey, look at me, i'm online, woo-hoo, etc

my mom is moved in, the computer is set up, the cable is reinstalled - and here i am. except i am so tired-to-the-bone, and sick, and mentally fogged over, that all this access is wasted on me. it's a shame. milo is almost over a mild cold, but i have a raging one, and i've spent the day asking, "are you sure?" to every other health professional to whom i've spoken when they told me i could take sudafed while still acting as milo's feed bag(s). so many people are not paying attention to what they do. it sucks. at any rate, i'm taking straight robitussin, and trying to sleep (impossible), and trying to drink (challenging), and holding my head over milo's froggy vaporizer as long as i can stand it, and i think i'm going to live. tomorrow, or the next day, we're going to a hotel, somewhere, maybe here, but i'm going to get a night on fresh white sheets that someone else besides me has to wash, in a room with none of the clutter of my life, and then monday i go back to work. many mixed feelings there, but not the energy or time to explore them tonight. what i have explored thoroughly is the cuteness of babies everywhere, and due to my exhaustive research i can authoritatively inform you that milo is the best and cutest baby i know. seriously. i am a lucky, lucky duck.