depression watch, day 2

i'm so depressed...

how depressed are you, lauralu?

i'm so depressed i am letting my garden go. the coleus leaves are folding inward. the ferns have shrivelled. at least 100 dead roses need to be pruned. the morning glory has taken over, well, everything. spider webs conjoin stalks of gayfeather. weeds abound. i just can't do anything about it. i haven't even shooed away a stray cat in more than a week. it's that bad.

although i did pick up two empty ramen noodle wrappers from the sidewalk in front of my house as i came home. what ramen wrappers were doing on my sidewalk remains a mystery. i'm sure there's a good story; i wish i knew it. i could use the entertainment.

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i sent justin on to los straitjackets without me. i need the sleep. instead, i got a spicy tuna and a philly roll at kimo's and came home to update my links (look! i finally did it!) and get ready for my doctor's appointment in the morning. we're having the big talk (the "how will we handle my freakouts in my next pregnancy" talk) - wish us luck. i'm actually nervous.

for now, i must go shave my legs in case there's a physical exam tomorrow. i wouldn't want my ob to think i'm as slovenly as i actually am.