my day in 60 seconds

my new primary physician apparently only sees geriatric patients (remind me to tell my ob how insulted i am at his referral), so instead i saw the opposite-of-my-ob - talked endlessly about himself and was not fun to look at - who at least discovered the problem with my ears (allergies, not infections). at work, i had a nearly hour-long q&a session with my grrrls about hans's ashes. it was pretty fecking cool. then i stressed myself out for an hour by running medical insurance comparisons; i can't seem to find the plan with 100% coverage and no deductible or co-pay but the lowest monthly premiums of all the available options. let me know if you see it. i ended my workless work day with an e-chat with my favorite hospital chaplain, who gave me some good resources for finding a new, loss-oriented therapist but is herself moving to the other end of my state, both geographically and politically. god help her there. she also asked if we'd be willing to participate in grief training for l&d nurses - would we?!?!?! there is so little on which justin and i have agreed today - i can't even get into it now - but we agreed that we want to participate. and now i am going to go pick up my darling husband and we will have a nice drink together somewhere very grown up and i will try to thwack some sense into him. g'night.