what i'm missing at this moment

1. seinfeld, although i can hear it upstairs
2. the eloquence to succinctly express what i feel tonight
3. comfortable pink shoes (although i've got the uncomfortable kind covered)
4. good sense, apparently, because when i'm down is when i need to eat the most cleanly, and instead i gave into the desire for comfort and made that cheesy potato casserole that everyone makes, but everyone makes it a little bit differently; although it wasn't all bad because i also made broccoli and carrots and cauliflower (is that right? it can't be. it looks all wrong.) with figs and onions, and we ate slices of papaya, too, which justin advised reminded him of the aftertaste of vomit...lovely
5. hans