wherever you go, there you are
i realized as i replied to holly that i have gotten better at following my heart and not worrying about what other people think. but i've also become, if not exactly an introvert, then less extroverted than ever before. maybe these changes are part of feeling like a grown-up now. on the other hand, i've never been such a generally angry person in my life, and that doesn't feel like maturity, so i'm thinking it's more that post-hans i am becoming a different person. and the jury's still out on her.
posted by laura at 6:24 PM
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I think I've become more selectively extroverted, not willing to put myself out there for just anyone these days. Wow, that sounds slutty, eh? but I'm not talking about sex here, I'm talking about how I relate to people. I think when deadbaby died I became incredibly vulnerable and raw and that made me draw back from the world. I don't think it had anything to do with growing up or maturity in my case (not much does!), it was just a coping mechanism that is fading a bit now.
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