the need to know

shoot. my dr's nurse left me a voice mail this afternoon that i missed. now i have to wait until monday to get my test results. it can't be bad, though - she made a point at the end of the message of telling me it was not an emergency. but i still want to hear that the results are good. it's making me antsy. we took a long - well, not too long but definitely arduous, involving many hills - bike ride tonight, which helped, but i'm still wound up. maybe i can channel my antsiness into attacking the morning glory which wants to take over all my rose bushes tomorrow. but that plan doesn't do me any good tonight, when i just can't sleep.