25 November 2005

baby got back

made it home from nyc, had a great trip. justin made it to prague this morning; he called me this afternoon from the the first of four shows he and his buddies were going to and was having a great time. but he couldn't remember where in the employee lot at the airport he left the car, so i had to ride around on the shuttle until the driver and i found it. good times. i'll write about my trip more tomorrow - too tired tonight.

also too sad. i feel heavy with thoughts of hans tonight, 39 weeks pregnant kind of heavy, physically overloaded heavy. i wish i had pictures of him snuggled up with his nonna in the cold at the parade. instead all i have is pictures of him right after i delivered him, cold and snuggled up, but dead. dead baby pictures - not that cheery.

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

(((hugs))) What is it about holidays that makes us feel this way? I am so sorry. Glad you had a good trip, though.

26 November, 2005 06:50  
Blogger Catherine said...

lol...I lost my car in the Walmart parking lot yesterday...I know how fun that can be. Glad you had a good time in the Big Apple.

26 November, 2005 10:35  
Blogger Jillian said...

I'm so sorry:(

27 November, 2005 07:14  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I've been thinking of you - what you must be going through, and it makes my heart heavy. I'm so sorry.

Glad the trip was good, though. Looking forward to hearing about it.

27 November, 2005 08:25  

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