baby got back
made it home from nyc, had a great trip. justin made it to prague this morning; he called me this afternoon from the the first of four shows he and his buddies were going to and was having a great time. but he couldn't remember where in the employee lot at the airport he left the car, so i had to ride around on the shuttle until the driver and i found it. good times. i'll write about my trip more tomorrow - too tired tonight.
also too sad. i feel heavy with thoughts of hans tonight, 39 weeks pregnant kind of heavy, physically overloaded heavy. i wish i had pictures of him snuggled up with his nonna in the cold at the parade. instead all i have is pictures of him right after i delivered him, cold and snuggled up, but dead. dead baby pictures - not that cheery.
also too sad. i feel heavy with thoughts of hans tonight, 39 weeks pregnant kind of heavy, physically overloaded heavy. i wish i had pictures of him snuggled up with his nonna in the cold at the parade. instead all i have is pictures of him right after i delivered him, cold and snuggled up, but dead. dead baby pictures - not that cheery.

4 Comments:
(((hugs))) What is it about holidays that makes us feel this way? I am so sorry. Glad you had a good trip, though.
lol...I lost my car in the Walmart parking lot yesterday...I know how fun that can be. Glad you had a good time in the Big Apple.
I'm so sorry:(
I've been thinking of you - what you must be going through, and it makes my heart heavy. I'm so sorry.
Glad the trip was good, though. Looking forward to hearing about it.
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