27 June 2005

i need a drink

this afternoon i can't stop reliving the moment when i knew hans was dead. if i could just go with it and cry about it, i think eventually i would feel better, but i can't just let the faucets flow at work, and so the horror just hovers over and all around me. i want it to stop.

i also reeeeeeeeeeeeeeally want to get out of town, and took off this friday to have an extra long weekend with justin, who does not want to go anywhere. i'm very frustrated.

11 Comments:

Blogger justinian said...

Dante's? Wine Bar? ABC Tavern? Name the place, I'm hip.

27 June, 2005 18:31  
Blogger laura said...

abc tavern? haven't they shut that place down yet?

27 June, 2005 18:35  
Blogger justinian said...

They've, so I'm told, gone a bit upscale since the Jay Hotel closed down a few years back.

27 June, 2005 18:45  
Blogger lorem ipsum said...

Pain has a way of blindsiding you. My grandfather was almost 90 when he died and to the end he still grieved his stillborn daughter in those dark moments. So try to have as many bright moments as you can; I believe your son would want you to be happy.

I wish I knew you people in person and meet you for a drink. I hope that doesn't sound stalkerish.

27 June, 2005 18:50  
Blogger Catherine said...

Amazing, isn't it? I can't remember what I had for breakfast today, but I can remember every single little detail surrounding Alex's death and birth.

Go out...drink...forget for a little while.

27 June, 2005 19:07  
Blogger justinian said...

Stalkerish? Nah, it's a good idea. We'll be at your place at around 9ish? Don't worry, we allready know the way...

27 June, 2005 19:14  
Blogger laura said...

i think perhaps there is something already inherently stalkerish in following other people's blogs, so we're all implicated together, it would seem.

28 June, 2005 17:12  
Blogger justinian said...

There's a bit of differance between a stalker and a voyeur, a felony being the main differential.

What we are doing is looking over someone shoulder, as they tell us about what they bought down the grocery, not waiting for them outside the shop, offering to carry their bags and follow them home.

28 June, 2005 21:41  
Blogger laura said...

you mean like that mangy dog in colonia del sacramento?

28 June, 2005 23:38  
Blogger grumpyABDadjunct said...

Please meet my at the store and help me carry my groceries! I need cat litter this week, that stuff is heavy :)

29 June, 2005 09:03  
Blogger laura said...

i'd love to be toronto right now, but that will have to wait until august. can the cat hold it until then?

29 June, 2005 13:10  

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