i cried today like i've never cried before

i'm not sure what it was that set me off. well, yes. i do. it's been anything and everything, yet until this morning i haven't been able to capture all of these emotions at once: a precise moment of ebulliton.

i started to sob.

"cry" isn't a strong enough word to explain the audible burst of sorrow, anger, fear and rage that just poured out of me. tears, they were very few - just a burst of warm breath and screams.

i feel much better now.