12 January 2006

out

everything hinges on 10:00 tomorrow. i can't even imagine what comes after that hour. i've gone numb, because i just can't deal any more. after feeling truly pregnant this morning for the first time, i spent the afternoon feeling like my abdomen was being pinched from the inside out. how do i possibly deal with this data? there's no way. i can't concentrate on anything remotely work-related, and reading other blogs is just inconceivable right now. i've taken my buspar, and i've turned on the tv to the cbs crime show of the hour, and i'm tuning out.

7 Comments:

Blogger Jess said...

good luck, hope things go smoothly - all these platitudes are rolling up in my head, but none of them sound right, somehow.

I'll be thinking of you both tomorrow.
Courage.

12 January, 2006 23:58  
Blogger grumpyABDadjunct said...

I'll be thinking of you around 10 today. Should I stop in the middle of my tutorial and have all my students send you positive vibes? They wouldn't think it was too weird, I make them do yoga breathing when they are too tired to work.

13 January, 2006 06:58  
Blogger Jillian said...

Thinking of you both, wishing you only the best. If only there was more I could do, I would.

13 January, 2006 08:22  
Blogger Catherine said...

There's nothing I can do or say that's going to really make this any easier. But I hope you know that you have my love and support if you need it.

13 January, 2006 08:38  
Blogger AJW5403 said...

I wanted to stop in today and wish you the best of luck at your scan. I am thinking of you and your family today.

13 January, 2006 08:44  
Blogger Julie said...

Thinking of you Laura. Hoping all goes well today. (((((hugs))))

13 January, 2006 08:52  
Blogger kate said...

Sending you (((((hugs)))))) and hoping all is well....

13 January, 2006 10:23  

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